I've been having a rough time for a month now, I don't know why. Too many things bothering me in my head. And I keep posting songs and deleting them because they no longer sound good. Maybe I should stop posting songs until I think Im ready to publish one. I do appreciate getting good reviews

1. I might not be getting FL anytime but I just found out on BeepBox after months, I can add more instruments and make longer music. I hope my songs will turn out better than my older stuff
2. I just posted about five songs last week, I have been getting good reviews even if it's not fully five stars. Not even would I vote my own songs 5/5
3. Lately I've been listening to all the classic popular NG stuff from the 2000's, especially Dimrain47 music. You all know him of course, he's the greatest musician of all time. Every time I listen to 2000's stuff, I feel like I'm living in that decade, what good memories. I was into GD but nowadays I focus more on NG rather than the game
4. This week is a new month. Soon to be March. Last year's March wasn't very good, a very unlucky month because my YT channel got removed for no reason. This year is unlikely to be last year all over again, I shouldn't worry too much

Since 2014, my friend introduced Geometry Dash to me on his iPad, then I played it on my own device, leading me to play for years as well as noticing how music is made. I was so into these songs by all those artists, Waterflame, DJVI, F-777, you name it. Originally I played from 2014 to 2019. A year after quitting (2020 to 2022) I did listen to a few songs, and thought about returning to GD someday.

Then in 2023 December, I finally decided to play GD again. Funny I played it the day after 2.2's release, without noticing. Sadly, I don't enjoy playing the game as much as I used to during my original days, but I do go there for the music. Well as of today, I only listen to classical Newgrounds stuff from 2003 to 2010. Listening to PX9, D47, Waterflame, Kid2Will, or Env makes me live like it's the 2000's, even though I never listened to those stuff until 2014. For the past few months, thanks to the songs, I'm just living like the 2000's once again, it's like being 5 or 6 years old. Please check out my faves, and you'll find hundreds of classic old 2000's beats

Years ago, I used to make music thru online sequencer, specifically from 2019-2020. You can actually make stuff and share it without an account, which is where most of my songs are posted. I did make an account afterwards, and posted songs. Now that OS is working again, I'll probably start making music there again instead of beepbox. Here is my old OS account with my own music I made long ago https://onlinesequencer.net/members/66493?start=0

Not a proper daw but close enough